Well, just got back. Still sober. I was going to give a big drawn out description if the party, but I don't feel like it.
Ugh.. what to write.
I can be a strong person. I don't depend on people to help me at all. Weather it be, a few dollars for lunch, or a ride to work. I fix myself, and my situations. I've always been like this, as far as I can remember. I know for this to work, I need moral support. I know this. When I read some of the comments, about calling so-and-so, that shit hurts. It's like no one is giving me a chance. I was around alcohol ALL NIGHT LONG! I drank an energy drink, water, and coffee. Don't get me wrong, the buffet of bottles, were tempting as hell, but I'm head strong. I don't want to tuck my tail in between my legs. Part of me says, "I can do this myself". But, in the back of my head, I know I need to find a sponsor, and I know that I need to start reading the book.
I don't know, Im in a bad mood tonight. I really wanted to drink. And Im sure some of you, in the back of your hair said, well, This is it for that one new sober blogger kid. And personally, I hope people keep saying that. It makes me want to go one more hour, one more day, one more week. Speaking of week... It will be one 1 week on Monday. I wish they gave a chip out for that. LOL. I'm addicted to that 24hr chip. Take it everywhere.
Thanks for reading,